A Tear On my Pillow

When I lay and think, in my bed at night, 
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. 
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, 
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. 
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, 
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. 

Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. 
God touched my soul from heaven above 
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be. 
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. 
That's a question I asked each and every night. 

He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. 
No other has made me feel so complete, 
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. 
All these thoughts and more going through my head. 
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

Where have u gone

Where have u gone ?
My soul is torn
Leaving me on the lurch
My heart is worn.

Have u concluded?
Ur love for me is dead
Have u decided?
It was hanging on a thread

Oh please come back
Take me wid u
Can’t bear this stab
My world is blue

Should I die crying?
Not knowing how u feel
Should I die pining?
Not knowing what is real!

Slowly You Become A Memory
And Start To Fade Away
As Each Week That Passes By
I'm Starting To Feel OK

I Cared About You Dearly
I Treated You Like Gold
I Waited For The Same
But Was Left Out In The Cold

You Were Mean And Selfish
You Treated Me Like Dirt
You Dug Deeper And Deeper
Just To Get Me Hurt

After Everything You Did
Your Wish Didn't Come True
You Will Always Remain A Memory
But Never Forget I Actually Loved You!

Up until now
I had so much to say
but it's everything I've said
That's gotten in my way

I won't talk about you
Anymore to anyone
The time for that has passed
It's just over with and done

Supposed-to-be forgotten words
are still dancing in my head
And I'm just trying to "not remember"
A single thing you've said

I wanna forget all about you
Who you are and what your name is
Cause it's causing so much pain
And I honestly can't take this ..

My question to you is why?

Why did you hurt me, when I was the one who took you in?
Why did you hurt me, I thought I was your best friend
Why did you hurt me, after all the things we’ve been through
Why did you hurt me, when I was so much in love with you?
Why did you hurt me, I gave up everything I had?
Why did you hurt me, now I’m always sad?
My question to you is why?

I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU

You made me cry
You tore me apart
You left me in tears
You've shattered my heart..

It wasn't your fault
I guess it was me
for love can't be forced
Perhaps we weren't meant to be..

It still doesn't help
now that i know
Because for some reason
my heart won't let go..

I've tried more than once
to get over you
but you make it so hard
with cute things you do..

I thought love was joy
but i've got nothing to gain
just sorrows..,tears
and a little more pain..

The day the pain started
reality came too
It was the day i realised
......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU.......

A Wish

I had a dream last night
of being there with you
Your arms were warm around me
strong yet gentle too.

I saw your soul
deep in your eyes
Someone was there
but it wasnt a surprise.

My name was written across it
my eyes were looking out
There in your precious soul
my love a home had found.

It filled my heart with warmth
enough to keep us both
There it was nourished
within the soul loves grows.

I woke up wishing
wanting it to be true
I know you live in mine
and I long to live in yours too...

A heart full of pain

Another day passing by
another day without you
wondering if all tomorrow's
are going to be the same.

Seems like only yesterday
the wonderful day we first met
seeing your beautiful smile
knowing, you were the one for me.

Why did our magic fade away?
Where did our love go astray?
I know it's too late now
but, I would really like to know.

You've met someone new
someone who'll never let you go
leaving me here all alone
with a heart full of pain...